arlee barr
on
May, 10, 2012 at 9:14 AM

Why is enthusiasm considered a bad thing? Or intensity, passion, commitment? Some may consider me over reactive, and that’s fine. We don’t all cruise through our (art) journeys with poise and calm. Me, if i don’t jump in with all hoofies thrashing, things don’t get done, don’t feel right. I may obsessively analyze what i’m doing but i do the work.
I’ve been “shut down” a number of times in the last 6 months by people at workshops, online, galleries and meetings, as being (too) enthusiastic. It drives them up the wall, i guess, but why show up and not contribute or question, not greet new knowledge with excitement, share what ifs, ask questions?????????? Calm and poise may be “ladylike”, but art and making is not calm, poised or ladylike 
My working blog is STUFFED with ideas, thoughts, plans and actual notes and sketches of development, a resource i can look back on without boring you all to tears. I might share some along the way, but have found that without an audience it’s more focused there. I rant–but only at myself–i whine, i “what if i did this” all over the place, and started in January of this year, i have 127 posts already full of spontaneous ramblings, incredibly detailed drawings and probably enough stuff to carry me through the next 3 years!

Conceptual Worlds:Craft (Art & Fear excerpt)
Be private, be public, but choose what is what. Enthusiasm is what gets the work done. If i followed only the books and gurus, i wouldn’t learn enough.
And green, ah yes, the green. An illusive exercise when naturally dyeing, except for over-dyeing yellows with indigo, but howza bout these?


Both of these are cottonwood catkins on silk, a totally unexpected surprise. Thought i’d get smudgy browns and olivey yellows! After 3 weeks of sitting in a very bright spot, there is little to no fading.
I have no idea why this post wrote itself this morn.